That wasn't so bad, was it?

Last week I was morose and full of fear and self loathing. How things can change! Before I'd even got to the class I had sternly reminded myself that this is really just something I'm doing *for fun* and to stop taking myself so seriously. Yes, it could well become someting more serious in my life, but right now no one is expecting me to be the next David Carson or Kate Moross or Chrissie Abbott (I wish. Incidentally, I can't take the credit for the illustration above, that's by Chrissie Abbott. Pretty nice, isn't it?).

This mindset has worked wonders, but I have to say the icing on the cake came when I got to the class. Guess what? Not everyone else is a fucking genius after all! Yes, there ARE lots of good ideas floating around but at the end of the day, the irksome issues facing me are also facing others - even those with seemingly more time on their hands. 

I'll hopefully be taking some pictures of my projects and uploading these at a later stage, but here's a brief run down. the fonts were chosen from a book I already had in my bookshelf and have used repeatedly, especially for embroidery projects like the panel I sewed for the insert of Piney Gir's 'Hold yer Horses' album, but I can't find any reference to the book online and it doesn't give font names.. I'll fill in the details when I can.

-- Idea One --

Done the lazy girl's way. Quite frankly my backwards approach to the brief was a main reason behind why I was so annoyed with myself. I spelt the word toast using the medium of..toast. But it seemed to do the trick, as people had questions and Ruth broke out her camera to take a couple of snaps of the results.

After researching high tech materials that wouldn't catch fire, then discovering the cost involved, I was struck by the realisation that the answer had been there staring me in the face all along: cardboard covered in aluminium foil. Thus ensued an evening of careful cutting out and covering of stencils in foil, followed by the buring of almost an entire loaf of the cheapest bread known to Budgens.

-- Idea Two --

Another simple one that I would really love to have made larger than life: letters built of lego. I was able to replicate the font exactly using these handy bricks, but it would have been so much more fun to have made them ten times the size. As it was they were about 30cm tall, but even at this size they used an incredible number of the tiny plastic bricks. I had intended to made a lego base for them to appear out of, rather than just be free standing letters, but in the end this was beyond my resources. The word I'd chosen was puzzle, so I wanted to build a labyrinthine lego structure to reflect this. When I see things like this I wonder - aside from the sheer amazing funness of it - how much it cost. Lego love is an expensive business. Can I have a house like this for Christmas, though?

-- Idea Three --

This is the one I really put the most thought behind (though the idea developed as I was working on it), and the one I'll make sure I finish beyond it's current prototype stage. It's the word propaganda hung as bunting, constucted out of two tone foam (glued together with my own fair pritt stick) and canvas printed with pages of celebrity gossip magazines on one side, archive newspapers on the other. When I've finally finished, I'll post it with it's full intellectual (!) reasoning. I'm lacking a nice bit of string at the moment.

Next week we're off to Borough Market for some drawing. Feeling the fear but not going to rely on a camera. I will develop and hone my own lopsided style, and I WILL be proud of it!

Photography Brief: The Way We Live Now

Saturday saw my first class at Central St Martins. Quite frankly it feel like it's going to be the best thing I've done all year - I feel (re)-inspired and like things might actually be possible after all.. 

It may only be week one, but the format of the classes and the topics we're going to cover (more detail later) fill me with complete confidence. Short courses can sometimes seem a bit suspect, but here I get the impression I am going to be taken seriously and that there is a level of mutual respect. Above all, the tutor knows what the fuck she's talking about. My only concern is that dastardly work and other such inflexible commitments (mainly sleeping) will get in the way of me dedicating as much time as I'd like to this. I suspect I shall start burning the candle at both ends, but that I'll be more than happy to do so. Cutting and sticking, after all, has always been my most hallowed pursuit.

A fair portion of the session on Saturday was given over to coming up with ideas for the first brief. I really enjoyed this (I'd even go so far as to say that it was revelatory) because it's the first time I've ever been in a space completely dedicated to creative thinking. More than anything, knowing that you are now only limited by yourself is at once both terrifying and incredibly exciting. "You mean I don't have to use Gill Sans if I don't want to? Awesome! But cripes! What font *should* I use..?" Flippant example, but I hope it makes the point. 

And you know what else? It feels like it's going to be incredibly supportive, too. One of things I found entirely disagreeable about the MA at Bristol was the fact that I had no peer discussion about my subject, because  no one else was taking the course except for me. Working by myself has never been a problem for me, but I really think I would have benefited from figuring things out with people who hadn't been experts in their field for the past 60 years. Besides, I think its good for me and my only-child ways to be forced into group situations, so I'm really looking forward to hearing what other people have done, what they think about my work, and how I deal with criticism that comes my way. It should be revealing, to say the least.

All in all Saturday made me very happy. I left feeling stupidly excited and grinning from ear to ear. Not a bad start, not at all.

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Brief 1: Sign of the Times: The Way We Live Now

I've had lots of ideas for this, some extremely time consuming and others not. 

Even though there are only a couple of days to get this done in, I've set myself a challenge because I think it's one of the better ideas. Thanks to the support of friends I've found almost enough people to take part; I now just have to orchestrate fitting everyone in at the right time. I'll be updating my progress online as soon as things are underway...wish me luck.